Nothing really new to report, about that girl I dated, we are just friends now. Good friends, but just friends none the less.

Life is going good, glad I stumbled on to mindsay, lots of great people here!

Yes, things went great on the date last night. In fact, she is still here with me, sleeping at the moment.

It is not what you think though, we had such a great time we ended up coming to my home and we stayed up the entire night just talking, no T.V., no music, just us two conversing. She fell asleep on my couch about 30 minutes ago, and I just wanted to post this update, then I believe I am going to try to get some sleep as well.

She is very smart and very beautiful, I think I am in love already. I just hope things continue to go well when continue today.

I AM SO happy!

I met someone during my lunch today. She was sitting all alone and I just had a wave come over me, I had to go talk to her. Long story short, I asked her out and she accepted!

I am going to pick her up tomorrow at 6:00pm, I made reservations already for dinner, after that, not sure yet what we are going to do. Maybe go to see "The Dark Knight", not sure if that is a first date type of movie but, we will see.

Wish me luck!

I have to say, I have always been sort of an ass, people seemed to always look up to me and seemed to expect me to lead and make all the decisions etc. I think I started taking a lot of the people in my life for granted. Relationships came easy, and went easy. I felt like no one I knew was as smart as me.

Now, I find I am not getting much attention from anyone anymore, guess I am getting what I deserved. No one is calling, people are avoiding me. I guess, I don't care, maybe it just means it is time from me to move on, move somewhere else and start another life, I am not sure.

I don't want any sympathy, I know what I have to do, just have to not be obnoxious and self-centered anymore.  I just felt like I needed to come clean, that is all.